MKE #1 – Week 3
I’m Impressed by myself,
For Impressing myself! ❤️
I wanted quit the masterkey the moment I had begun because I thought it was just another one of those “Self-help”
Programs that are flying around the internet that each and every person has their own take on.
I was already overwhelmingly busy and thought I didn’t need another program.
“I needed a nap.”
But there was so much to do and my Mother and One of Our Best Friends,
were sending me all kinds of messages about it and encouraging me to join,
do the work and fill out the application, hurry, hurry, hurry!
So I did it, but I felt like I was forcing myself to.
My Mind (or Old Blueprint, Subby…) was saying ” Ugh, Not another THING, we don’t have TIME for this, we are already soooooo busy!
But Divine Intervention had its way and I told myself IF I get a scholarship, I PROMISE TO DO THIS THING! COMPLETELY, THE RIGHT WAY, AT THE TOP, IN THE LEAD AND FINISH A CHAMPION!
(this is my programming that overpowers EACH and EVERY limiting beleif and doubt I’ve ever had about what is best thing to do once I’ve made a decision…)
am i hungry? I dunno…. But I made the Sandwich. EAT THE SANDWICH! YOU MUST FINISH!!! (Funny, I actually don’t eat sandwiches… At least not in ordinary terms.)
well, as you can see I’ve had a Scholarship for 3 weeks and up until now I have still OBSERVED my second, third and fourth guesses about continuing and actually doing the PROGRAM!!!
But the FACT that I am either a Loser or a Winner, AND THAT FACT is determined upon wether i DECIDE to QUIT or KEEP GOING!, was the reason I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP!!!
I Can’t, Won’t and Refuse to Settle for less than I Deserve and dream about every single waking hour and night since the day I was born.
Why would we have dreams impressed in our Souls If we weren’t supposed to attain them!
I remember waking up thinking I could almost taste the salt water of the beutiful ocean I was in.
But I shook my head because i was cemented to think dreams weren’t real and imagination was a fantasy world that children created but would never get you anywhere but the bathtub.
I should have known all long, that I did know All along.
“Imagination is more useful, powerful important than knowledge, because knowledge is limiting but imagination is infinite. ”