MKE #1 – Week 24
This is an interesting idea to me.
When you are about to begin but have not yet started.
Or about to finish but are still not done yet.
What do you do?
What do you feel?
I have been observing various situations when this concept arises
And have noticed a strange phenomena.
Ex. When right about to start a new endeavor, there is the hesitancy to start.
Almost like a resistance to the unfamiliar. But why? FEAR? Of what? the unknown?
When right about to finish some activity such as a run, I stop short.
Right before I have reached my goal.
This is interesting to me because I have learned that the way you do one thing is the way you do it every thing.
So if I have a habit of procrastinating due to uncertainty, and/or stopping short right before I have achieved success, what I want to ask myself is WHY?
What am I afraid of, in the unknown?
What is this fear of?
Failure, Pain, Not being loved?
And in the this trend of stopping short of what I have promised myself.
Is it because I don’t think I deserve it?
Am I afraid of that too, afraid of success, to realley succeed.
to Realley have what I want?
WHY Am I Afraid?
Is it just a habit?
Do I have to be afraid?
Do I want to be afraid?
I feel like the answer is,
Fear is comfortable. It is familiar.
So I would be able to predict and know what to expect somewhat
In relationship to fear.
Fear keeps my success at bay, so the longer I fear.
The longer I can keep circumstances the same.
The striving to achieve my goals, instead of achieving them.
Because the 2nd is unknown territory,
While the 1st I have been doing for so long…
That I have revolved my life around it.
What will I be without it?
What will my life look like?
What will I do?
Who will I be?
Who do I want to be,
How do I want it to look.
I think this is essential to my actual progress
More so than anything else.
Am I ready (realley) to live the life of my dreams?
I will have to meditate on this.
The Masterkey Experience 2016 begins in September.
Am I ready for round 2?
Maybe not, but I Loved it Last year.
Growth and all.
I will Do it Again.
Ha! Until it becomes familiar?
This is Not How I expected my Life to go!
An ever growing,
Ever changing strategy and
attempt to discover, know and expand my comfort zone to include all things.
Am I Learning how to adapt for survival purposes? Possibly!
Anyways, I will not give up.
I am here for a reason, and I intend to discover more and more
Exactly what that is.
For the Love of All things,
The Reason I Am Here is To Learn.
So, back to school I go..
MIND SCHOOL : 2nd year
Yippee! Come join me and Experience the Powers you never knew (or Beleived)
That you could possibly use from within you.
You are Great!
You Are Miraculous!
And There is So Much More To Learn about