Journal – Art – #11
There is a lot of pieces that i created quite a relatively long time ago.
I want to share all of the pieces Ive made just because i feel like they all have an interesting story.
Especially the ones i could call bad or ugly, their process actually holds the richest background.
Ones i made recently are still waiting to be added to the collection I have ready to blog about right now,
Maybe I will get to them soon, or die with unrealeased work as many great artists do.
Oh I would be grateful to have them already online, the process of photographing, editing, blogging, sharing
can sometimes seem tedious, taking up time i could devote to actually pioneering ideas on paper.
Theres always lots to do, I could probably juggle an infinite amount of professions if there were infinite
versions of me.
(maybe there are??)
I want to do everything from competitive gymnastics, all kinds of circus arts, use all different kinds of mediums to create visual artforms,
than there musical instruments, i want to master them all!
Creating beautiful (and delicious) culinary art with edible materials is also high up on my list of things i love to do.
Everything looks intriguing to me.
I ask myself if I realley could juggle them all.
Is it just a happy accident that I have done alot of this certain kind of art,
or am i just looking at it that way?
This niche area of making is only one side of a point on the star that i am.
Part lf me revolts in narrowing the options based on productive creative expression.
It just feels depressing to ignore all the yearnings of my soulful inspirations.
Writing and visual art.
I have that going.
Movement a little bit too.
but i still feel the rest of me tapping its foot.
Waiting for the chance to shine!
I find more and more new skill sets to explore all the time and i
realley want to freeze time for an hours so i can indulge forever.
Maybe life is like an amusement park.
Just have as much fun as possible while I have access.
Its difficult to imagine this could be my final hour,
and once it sinks in I am happy with all that I am.
Infinite abundance is really bringing me to my knees though.
I feel so good, so blessed.
Gone too soon to another dimension.
Enjoy the ride while it lasts!