MKE #2 – Week 7
Letting Go of all the doubts and fears,
to focus on having faith in what i love.
I want to Love myself and choose to forgive anything i think i may have done wrong.
i am working on myself constantly.
Minute to minute i have been doing the mental action of holding visions of what i desire.
At times i find myself allowing my thoughts to drift and think about things that have no real meaning to my goals or dreams.
It is then that i congratulate myself on realizing the karmic pattern i am creating,
evaluate the effects of the cause i am definitely creating,
“Is this the kind of experience i desire?”
if not, what is?
Constantly, wherever i am
i seek out validation and confirmation of my success.
I feel that whatever i am seeking i will surely find,
and so why would i seek out my flaws?
I suppose i could also notice them and replace with something that fits my ideal,
thank you law of substitution!
An inner compass seems to be pointing me in the direction of what i need,
and may not even understand or know that i need in order to get what i want.
So, What do i want?
I think i know…
and sometimes i change my mind.
All the possible opinions of the way i MUST live…
they are all surely valid ideas.
Yet, Is it really what i want?
Do i really have to do anything a certain way?
What do I think?
That is what i think.
I can let all those opinions go…
I dont have to.
But i can.
No matter how many times someone else says “i can’t.”
What i say to myself is the Only determiner.
and i am determined to think for myself.
I am and will not be a copy, nor can or will i ever be copied.
This life expression i am blessed to experience is unique to me.
my life is special.
My most valued possession.
Yet in all honesty, something i can not even possess.
I Belong to the greatness that makes up everything.
It has made me and continues to make me.
and when i am done,
i will never be gone.
My existance can never be erased.
I Am Here Now.
I may change, but i will always be Here Now.
Now is all there is.
All i know is this.
This experience of me can be, i feel
anything i dare to believe in.