MKE #3 – Week 2 – Self Awareness

Who am i?

What Am I?



I say it in wonder.

What is it?

Entirely and completely

I am not sure.

Seems a bit unfathomable


yet vitally important and crucial to understand.

Can I understand? Will i ever know for certain,

What this incredible thing is?

That I have heard spoken of and even now I myself speak of

and wonder about

day in and day out.

 heres the dictionary’s definition:

  • 1.
    an intense feeling of deep affection.
    “babies fill parents with intense feelings of love”
    synonyms: deep affection, fondness, tenderness, warmth, intimacy, attachment, endearment;More
a person or thing that one loves.
“she was the love of his life
synonyms: beloved, loved one, love of one’s life, dear, dearest, dear one, darling, sweetheart, sweet, angel, honey; More


to feel a deep emotional attachment to someone or something.
“do you love me?”
synonyms: care very much for, feel deep affection for, hold very dear, adore, think the world of, be devoted to, dote on, idolize, worship; More

What Ive gathered:

By definition, Love is

An intense emotional response we attach to people and/or things.

Is it Positive, Is it Negative, is it Nutruel?

Is it My choice?

Based on my perception just like everything else.


Perhaps the potential perceptions of Love are infinite.

It could mean something different to each and every person who uses it.

So Ambiguious !

For a word to be used so often

and mean so many different things,

I wonder what it means to me.


The word “Love” is not whats important to me,

but what I desire to express through it.

To me Love means ;


“A positive form of expression”.

An umbrella for everything good in existance.

The light side of everything.

Brightest half of the Contrast scale,

all encompassing even the darkness.

For what is love without it.


I feel love for everything, in a way

I appreciate their existance

for without

them I would not see

I would not be.


What am I without contrast?

No, I dont think i would exist at all

if i didnt want to be here.

Why do i want to be here?

I want to be here.

To experience all the goodness,

that is

and NOT that the opposite is bad,

I can make it good if I want.

But its up to me to choose what is good or not

What is good is what I want, What isnt good is what I dont want.

I think?

But what does the majority want?

Subjective Perceptions

We agree or not

And thats okay.

I become what I think about.

And what I think about Life is what

Life is to me and only me.

I will not pretend to understand you

which I think ive been doing up til now cause I

thats what you might want.

To be understood.

I am still trying to understand myself,

or may be I dont want to be understood.

Just loved.

To me that means having what I want.

I also believe everything is a part of me,

I want to love it as well,

but im not sure what they want.

Do they want what I want?

Is what they want different from what I want?

The details and specifics perhaps but the general idea

maybe is similar.

But who am i?

I’m just one perception infinitely changing.

What do I want?


I think.



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Celtic Diva - October 10, 2017


What a deep thinker you are for one so young, yet no doubt a very old soul! How I envy you being so aware at such a young physical age. I am enjoying seeing you mature and being a part of this journey with you. You are LOVE and I LOVE you!

    Kendra - October 10, 2017

    lol Its The Celtic Diva! Ahhhhhh!… Thank you for reading my blog. 🙂 I am so happy to witness your journey. You’re Awesome!

Julia Standish - October 10, 2017

Hello Beautiful Lady!!! Exciting to see your name on the blogroll again. Great post of reflection. Looking forward to following you on your journey!!

    Kendra - October 10, 2017

    Julia! I think about you alot, reminiscing about all the fun we had in kauai. I am so glad to reconnect with you.


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