MKE #3 – Week 2 – Self Awareness
Who am i?
What Am I?
I say it in wonder.
What is it?
Entirely and completely
I am not sure.
Seems a bit unfathomable
yet vitally important and crucial to understand.
Can I understand? Will i ever know for certain,
What this incredible thing is?
That I have heard spoken of and even now I myself speak of
and wonder about
day in and day out.
heres the dictionary’s definition:
1.an intense feeling of deep affection.“babies fill parents with intense feelings of love”
synonyms: deep affection, fondness, tenderness, warmth, intimacy, attachment, endearment;More
|synonyms:||beloved, loved one, love of one’s life, dear, dearest, dear one, darling, sweetheart, sweet, angel, honey; More|
|synonyms:||care very much for, feel deep affection for, hold very dear, adore, think the world of, be devoted to, dote on, idolize, worship; More|
What Ive gathered:
By definition, Love is
An intense emotional response we attach to people and/or things.
Is it Positive, Is it Negative, is it Nutruel?
Is it My choice?
Based on my perception just like everything else.
Perhaps the potential perceptions of Love are infinite.
It could mean something different to each and every person who uses it.
So Ambiguious !
For a word to be used so often
and mean so many different things,
I wonder what it means to me.
The word “Love” is not whats important to me,
but what I desire to express through it.
To me Love means ;
“A positive form of expression”.
An umbrella for everything good in existance.
The light side of everything.
Brightest half of the Contrast scale,
all encompassing even the darkness.
For what is love without it.
I feel love for everything, in a way
I appreciate their existance
them I would not see
I would not be.
What am I without contrast?
No, I dont think i would exist at all
if i didnt want to be here.
Why do i want to be here?
I want to be here.
To experience all the goodness,
and NOT that the opposite is bad,
I can make it good if I want.
But its up to me to choose what is good or not
What is good is what I want, What isnt good is what I dont want.
But what does the majority want?
We agree or not
And thats okay.
I become what I think about.
And what I think about Life is what
Life is to me and only me.
I will not pretend to understand you
which I think ive been doing up til now cause I
thats what you might want.
To be understood.
I am still trying to understand myself,
or may be I dont want to be understood.
To me that means having what I want.
I also believe everything is a part of me,
I want to love it as well,
but im not sure what they want.
Do they want what I want?
Is what they want different from what I want?
The details and specifics perhaps but the general idea
maybe is similar.
But who am i?
I’m just one perception infinitely changing.
What do I want?